She’s a little bit of heaven with a wild side

So it's been a little bit of a while since I've posted. Everyday I tell myself that I'll make time to write later, but that doesn't always turn out how I would like. Anyway, today is the start of my birthday week. It's bittersweet. I'm going to miss being 23, it's been a good year for me, but I know that 24 will have a lot of adventures and memories as well.

I've been sick since Wednesday night (big shocker there) and I'm just now feeling better. I just need to get rid of this sore throat and cough. I stayed in all of Friday wishing that I just felt better and not sick. But you know, wishing doesn't always make something happen. Saturday I went to a friend's music performance at a high school. I hadn't been to a HS play or musical in so long! It was really good, though. After that I ended up seeing a couple people and then I left later that night to go see someone I hadn't seen in a while. Today has been a typical Sunday for me which consists of me not really doing anything at all. I did of course watch The Walking Dead tonight, so I have that going for me. I'm just so sore today and my whole body hurts so I've been in my bed the majority of today.

I've decided that I'm not going to make excuses for myself anymore. I realize that some of my actions may hurt other people and it's not something that I purposely intend on doing, it just happens. I think I might live too much in the moment sometimes and I tend to make snap decisions in the moment as well. That's not a bad thing per say, but thinking more things through wouldn't be such a bad thing, either, I guess. I'm just a strong believer in carpe diem. I'd rather look back on my life and have a few regrets here and there than look back and think "would if?".

Don't hold yourself back, take advantage of moments, make memories, have stories to tell, and never regret.

Love&Light,
Namaste ॐ ‏