Tonight, I am alone with my thoughts, and I hate nights for that very reason. Throughout the day I occupy myself (or find people to occupy me) and keep myself busy, but then when the night time rolls around, I am alone. Alone with my thoughts, not just whispering to me, but shouting at me.
Sometimes I want to run away and disappear. Today, well, right now is one of those times. I’m finding myself wanting to leave and start over somewhere else completely. I feel as though I may be ready for it, but then I question if I’m just trying to escape from everything. Is that reality? No. I do know that, but sometimes running is so much easier than standing still and accepting.
On a side note, I can hear it raining outside my window and that is just lovely.
Goodnight moon.
“Rain, rain, go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun. “
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun. “
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