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I'm the desperate, and You're the Savior.

"Breathing in a New Mentality" Underoath

I'm the desperate, and you're the savior.

There's been something else talking in my ear.
Someone save me.
When I speak it begins to decay.
I'm not about to bury myself.

Oh God! My hands are shaking again.
Calm down; now I can't feel the floor
and my vision takes it's toll on me.

I'm the desperate, and you're the saviour.

Oh, God! It's racing through my veins.
I'm afraid there must be some kind of mistake.

Oh, I'm in over my head again,
Reach in and grab ahold of me.
I'm so scared that I've started to slip,
They say that I'll never change.
I'll prove them wrong.

It's over.

I hear the calling but it's passing through.
Clean me up, show me how to live.
Tear me down.
Let me start again.

It's 2:30 a.m. and I'm still awake. This really is quite pitiful, but my mind is everywhere but asleep. I feel like I can somewhat relate to these lyrics right now. I feel like I'm questioning myself lately; questioning certain things, and I don't necessarily like that.

You're chained to your history, you're surely sinking fast

"Oh, it's time to let go of everything we used to know

Ideas that strengthen who we've been

It's time to cut ties that won't ever free our minds

From chains and shackles that they're in

From the chains and shackles that they're in

Well life is a dream 'cause we're all walking in our sleep
You could see us stand in lines like we're dead upon our feet
And we build our house of cards and then we wait for it to fall
Always forget how strange it is just to be alive at all" 

"Life Is a Song" Patrick Park

Speak the truth, even if your voice shakes

So, I'm having a conversation with someone that I think is going no where.

In my opinion, it is not a matter of judging someone or not to speak up if you see them doing things that are harmful to themselves. If you LOVE someone you're not going to sit around and watch while they do things that are slowly eating away at their lives in the name of "not judging them"; you're going to say something.

The other opinion: People are going to make their own individual choices and all that you can do is support them. Don't "judge" them by giving your opinion or expressing your thoughts about what they are doing because that will ruin the relationship.

Yeah, maybe that person won't like you for about ten minutes. Big deal. I'd rather be 'that person', the one who says something rather than the one who smiles and accepts everything as being okay.

"If you don't stand up for something you will fall for anything." I don't really know who said that, but it's very true.

Peace, Love, Sarah

"The hardest ones to love are the ones who need it most."
Papa Roach

And so the story begins

Not sure if I'm going to keep up with this blog, it always starts out as a good idea, but then...yeah. Nevertheless, I'm Sarah. I'm too tired to mess with this layout, so this will have to do for now. goodnight&goodnight.

"We're not the same, dear, as we used to be; the seasons have changed and so have we."
Death Cab For Cutie